Jenny and I met our freshman year and it was love at first
sight. We were young, fell in love hard,
and I think both of us thought it would just be that college fling that would
burn bright and fade away almost as furiously.
But when we both got in the same grad school and had been together for
four years, we started to think that this might be our forever
relationship. When I started talking
about a possible future… marriage, kids, retirement… Jenny seemed to almost
pull away. I thought it was just
jitters. You know, a girl finally
realizing that she was going to become a woman.
When she finally told me why she was so hesitant though, it
made sense even if at the same time it sounded completely ridiculous. She explained that her family was cursed and
whenever any of them entered into marriage they would have to accept their
lovers gender. According to her the
curse was waning and would eventually disappear entirely, but that might still
be three or four generations away. Her
great great great GREAT grandmother, when she was married, completely changed
into a man while her new husband became the blushing bride. Her grandparents also swapped just after they
married, but every year or so, swapped back.
And her parents? They seemed to
swap for just a couple months at a time.
That actually explained why I would go months without seeing
her parents. When they swapped genders,
they didn’t exchange bodies. Instead
Jenny’s mother became a man that looked almost like her brother while her
father changed and became a woman who could pass as his sister. Oddly enough, the person I had always known
as Jenny’s mom had grown up a boy in Nebraska.
She… he… grew up as a farmers kid stealing playboys and jacking off to
images of Daisy from the Dukes of Hazzard.
They both sat me down, in bodies I didn’t recognize but with their
personas that I would recognize anywhere, and told me that if I were to marry
their daughter that I’d have to accept the curse in someway myself. That at times, I’d be a woman while my wife
would become my husband.
Our marriage was glorious.
I loved Jenny far too completely to let something like a curse separate
us. The change was frighteningly fast
though. Friday morning, I kissed my
bride for the first time in front of an audience of our family and
friends. Saturday morning, I awoke in
our honeymoon sweet in Tahiti as a woman.
We were both shocked and surprised and scared. While we both knew it would happen
eventually, we thought we’d at least have our honeymoon to celebrate in our
original genders. We had hoped for a
week of having sex as man and wife before figuring out how to live as woman and
husband, and now we could barely stand to touch each other.
We talked. We
cried. We tried our very best to get to
know each other with no idea how long we’d stay this way. But on Monday morning I woke up next to my
wife again. We were both so happy that I
don’t know if we ever stopped making love.
Some of that was love, some of it was lust, some of it was passion, but
I know for me at least, some of it was the fear of never being able to do it
again. The rest of our honeymoon went
off without a hitch and we got back to our little apartment in our little
college town and tried to return to our normal lives. It only took us a few weeks to see the
pattern that our lives were going to follow.
Monday through Friday, we would be who we’d always been. I would love my wife and she’d love me. Saturday and Sunday, we’d be our different
selves. I’d try to accept my husband and
he’d try to love me.
It was strange changing our sexual rhythms. Jenny and I were always close and when we
were first getting to know each other and fall in love, we’d make love every
chance we got. But as we matured and became
a couple our sex life had shifted to the weekends. The weekdays were for school or other
activities and we’d celebrate our union all weekend long. And now as husband and wife, and wife and
husband, our sexual time was limited to Mondays through Fridays. With Jenny working as a grad assistant and me
teaching the early morning freshman classes as a teachers assistant, our sex
life waned to almost nothing.
Graduating didn’t change anything in that regard. Even before we accepted our new diplomas we
both had jobs lined up and we both quickly committed to our careers. Monday through Friday Jenny would wake up
early and go to work in her smart looking business skirt and jacket while I’d
go in later in my sharp looking suit. By
the time I got home, Jenny was settling down for bed, and our weekdays became
as separated as our grad school weeks.
And maybe that sexual frustration is what led us to explore each other
on the weekends.
We talked a lot about it.
I wasn’t homosexual and had trouble seeing my wife in a man’s body as
sexually appealing. Jenny admitted that
she wasn’t a lesbian and looked at me without any sexual desire while I was a
woman. But we both loved each
other. I loved this man who was my
soulmate. Jenny loved this woman who was
her best friend. At first we taught each
other how to masturbate. And oh my god
that was hard to do. Deep down I knew I
was teaching something to my wife, but all my eyes could see was a man jacking
off while watching naked men on his tablet.
Jenny later admitted she had the same problems, watching a woman stroke
and caress herself while looking at naked women.
It was actually easy to teach Jenny how to grip her new cock
and rub it up and down. While I never
wanted any lubricant while I jerked off, she seemed to like a little bit of
lotion…. But otherwise it’s grip and move her hand up and down. But learning how to get myself off in this
foreign sensitive curvy body was anything but easy. Eventually I found myself sitting between
Jenny’s strong hairy thighs while her large hand guided my petite fingers to
where they’d be most effective. The only
thing that really made it difficult was our own arousals. Jenny felt awkward as all hell with a naked
woman between her legs… her hardening cock notwithstanding.
At first we tried to keep her aroused by putting up a slide
show on the television of sexy looking men.
But then I had such a hard problem as I could either watch her masculine
hand on my smooth body or could watch what to me was soft gay porn on the tv. So to keep us both aroused we changed the
slideshow to some romantic porn on the television. That way we could both keep our eyes on the
screen as she guided my hands. I don’t
think either of us realized it at the time though… but she was also teaching me
how to masturbate as a heterosexual woman would. Whenever the scene focused on the sexy
woman’s body, her hands slowed down my actions. And when the camera turned to
the man she’d guide me into a more frantic motion.
Our weekends fell into a sexually frustrated rhythm. We’d both shower and get into some comfortable
clothes… thank god we ended up almost exactly as each other’s size… and while I
made us some breakfast Jenny would move to the bedroom and jack off. I was happy that she was getting the release
she deserved, but hearing him grunt and growl as he came was the new soundtrack
to cooking. Those sounds also became the
soundtrack of my body’s desire. It was
probably just Pavlovian, but hearing that signaled that I would soon be getting
my own release. After eating we’d move
into the living room and I’d settle in between her splayed legs. As soon as we got the romantic porn playing,
I’d feel those strong hands run down my arms and start guiding me into
action. My long fingernails were guided
to touch and slide along my glistening pussy lips while my other hand was
brought up to cup and caress my breasts and hardening nipples. And all the while, my actions sped up while
watching and focusing on the man and slowing when it turned to the woman.
It would normally take me 30 or 40 minutes of this to attain
my orgasm. Maybe it was the feeling that
she was touching her own body or watching the action on the screen while
hearing me moan and coo… but while I came down from my high Jenny would move
back up to the bedroom and masturbate again.
That processes would be repeated several times a day both Saturday and
Sunday. That activity was repeated for
several weekends without change. One
Sunday we decided that I should try this by myself. I knew my sensitive spots
and how to arouse and climax with my own hands after all. But it just wasn’t the same. My frustrated cries must have called Jenny
from across the house because she soon slid next to me on the couch and again
guided my hands. I could see her cock,
hard and bobbing and covered with the lotion and knew that she’d interrupted
her own sexual release to help me. So as
the porn played and showed a woman giving a blow job to her lover I reached
over and helped my wife… my husband… achieve the orgasm he was helping me to
get. My dainty hand could barely wrap
around his throbbing cock but once it was there I fell into my own familiar up
and down, grip and relax, slip and slide rhythm. While it wasn’t a conscious decision, I
followed Jenny’s lead on arousing her. I
worked harder as the film focused on the woman and slowed whenever it focused
on the man. A few moments later Jenny’s
thick meaty fingers pushed past mine and slide up into my pussy. We were now masturbating each other… and it
was amazing. It’s as though we were
taking turns to the action in the film, raising each other’s arousal step by
step. When the couple on screen exploded
in their orgasm, Jenny and I followed suit.
That’s the first time that we came together in these
bodies. Jenny covered my hand with his
spunk while I threw my head back and bucked my hips into his fingers. As our orgasms faded, we both realized that
we’d just crossed some kind of Rubicon.
I’d never touched her manly body before, and while she’d helped me
attain dozens of orgasms she’d never directly touched my feminine body
before. Our weekends changed from that
point on. We no longer had the goal of
masturbating separately, and instead focused on trying to help each other out
more and more. We were nowhere near
having sex though. I could feel my gorge
rise as I tried to imagine Jenny’s thick manhood spreading my pussy wide, and
Jenny actually lost an erection as she tried to picture penetrating me with
anything other than her fingers. But our
bodies still got used to touching each other.
Our minds still got used to being aroused by the opposite gender.
By the time our second anniversary rolled around, Jenny and
I had fallen into such a episodic life that it took us a long time to figure
out when we’d last had sex in our original bodies. We were both amazed and a little scared to
realize it had been 7 months prior. Our
schedules still kept us apart on the weekdays and when we did find ourselves
with time together we’d end up watching a movie or chatting over a nice
dinner. Sex just didn’t enter into our
minds. Like grad school, sex was for the
weekends.
It was Jenny that took the next big step. It didn’t seem like much at the time, but it
set the standard for the next few months of sexual exploration. One beautiful Saturday afternoon as we both
lied back breathing hard and recently spent, instead of getting up and moving
to the bathroom to clean her hand, Jenny instead smiled at me and licked my
juices off of her fingers. Jenny hated
tasting her own feminine fluids after sex when we were younger and I was always
careful to make sure it didn’t get anywhere near her face, whether it was on my
cock or fingers or lips. But here she was,
licking MY fluids off her beefy fingers.
The next day I worked myself up and after Jenny exploded in my hand, I
brought it up to my petite tongue and tasted a man’s cum for the first time. For the rest of the month we expanded on this
ritual, cleaning each other up and licking it off our fingers.
I followed that step with one of my own. Five weeks after Jenny first ‘tasted’ my goddess
juice, I leaned over after a particularly powerful orgasm and not only licked
her spunk off my fingers but licked it directly off of her belly. I tried very hard to ignore the big softening
cock pointing at me, but I knew it was there.
And I knew where this path would eventually lead. It took Jenny a bit longer to follow my lead,
but I couldn’t’ exactly blame her as licking my ejaculate off of me was going
far more intimate than licking and kissing my belly. Instead, during one of our sessions a few
weeks later she leaned over and started to gently lick at my diamond hard nipples.
I guess my nipples are really sensitive as I came almost
immediately. It was my most powerful
crest up to that point and it soon became a regular part of our mutual
pleasuring of each other. A few weeks
later I built up the courage to share that extra pleasure with my husband. I brought up the film I’d specifically picked
and once it started I kneeled down in between his legs and smiled up at
him. I told him in a trembling voice how
much I loved him and how much I wanted to be able to give this gift to him, but
also how difficult this was for me. My
only request was that he sit still and not touch me as I worked on giving my
husband his first blow job. The film I’d
selected was similar to what we were doing.
The man was sitting on a chair while his woman kneeled before him and
started working on his cock. His hands
remained at his sides and thankfully so did Jenny’s. I can’t imagine how erotic it must have felt
as I took my time to work to that final important masculine crushing moment,
but she held out and didn’t even stroke my hair. My touches on him were soft and
exploring. My hands already knew their
way around and stroked him to full hardness in no time. But instead of pointing up into the air or
pointing toward his belly, my husband’s cock was no pointed right at my face. I almost changed my mind… I almost switched
from my planned fellatio to an erotic facial… but I stuck to my plan and leaned
forward to place a big wet kiss on the tip of his thick cock. The response made my heart swell even as the
remaining bits of my masculinity cringed.
Hearing my husbands groan of pleasure and feeling him throb in my hand
was all the encouragement I needed to continue.
My plan was laid out in my head and now that my lips had touched a cock
and lightning hadn’t struck me down, I moved on to my tongue. I couldn’t bear to look up at him as I
started to lick my way up and down his length.
So instead of seeing his affectionate gaze my vision was filled with his
cock and pubic hair.
His flavor was surprising.
I had expected it to taste similar to his cum which I’d grown more than
accustomed to. But this simply tasted
clean and like his lips or skin. I was
still fighting my internal demons, so I kept licking and kissing his manhood
for several long moments. I’m not sure I
could have withstood such an erotic display and sensation, but Jenny was strong
and in at least a sexual way, stronger than I ever was. Manlier than I ever was. When I’d done enough to get comfortable with
my man on my lips and tongue there was only one sensation next. If I had looked up and seen a look of needful
lust or mad passion I probably would have backed off. I’m not sure I could have been in such a
vulnerable position giving up what I thought of as my masculinity to someone
who saw me as a sex object. But Jenny’s
gift to me, even if she didn’t know she was giving it, was looking down at me
with love and adoration. At a glance I
knew I wouldn’t have to tell her how difficult this was for me and how hard I
was working to give her pleasure and be the woman that she deserved. As I leaned forward and took him into my
mouth felt something that I hadn’t expected.
Something I thought would never be possible being a woman for my
husband.
I felt pleasure.
Having my husband cum directly down my throat, or even
entering my throat was something that we were still far far away from. On this first blow job as our eyes locked and
shared our emotions I knew right when he was going to orgasm and pulled my lips
free of him, jacking him off onto my heaving breasts. When he cupped my face and pulled me up into a
long passionate kiss, he didn’t even hesitate about tasting himself on my
lips. We both celebrated what years ago
I would have considered my lowest point, but now was one of my greatest
accomplishments. It took Jenny another
three weeks to work up the courage to go down on me, but I was in no
hurry. I not only found out that I
enjoyed making my husband happy with my lips and tongue, but I also found out
that I honestly enjoyed giving head. I
think I might enjoy it even if the cock I was sucking felt no pleasure from my
acts at all. Jenny eventually had her
own realization about cunnilingus. Not
only did she enjoy giving me orgasm after orgasm with her tongue, she enjoyed
the process itself. For the rest of the
year most of our weekends were spent with us in the 69 position. And at this point we didn’t even need the
porn in the background.
While I was busy becoming his cock sucking wife and he was
busy becoming my pussy lapping husband our weekends were something to be looked
forward to all week long. But the weeks
themselves were strangely normal if otherwise sex free. I felt no desire to be with a man during
those times and Jenny admitted that she was still turned off my women during
the week. And we both admitted that
while we still loved each other dearly, we just didn’t have any desire to have
sex with each other. Sex was for the
weekends. Those Mondays through Fridays
we were a loving married over worked couple that simply never had sex.
What lead us to crossing that final line was something as
innocent and painful as an abscessed tooth.
I had woken up Wednesday morning with an ache in my jaw I hoped it would
just pass. By Friday I was in agony and
got an emergency appointment with the Dentist.
He pulled the tooth that day and told me the swelling would go down in a
week or so, but the pain in my jaw might last a few weeks longer. I was hearbroken as Jenny and I had found out
that physical changes in our weekeday life would transition to our weekend
lives. When she twisted her ankle one
week, he could barely walk on Saturday.
When I scraped my shoulder one Friday, I still had to clean it and put a
fresh bandaid on it on Saturday. So this
aching jaw pain would last well into the time that I knew I was going to want
to use my mouth on my husband.
Jenny was more concerned with my pain on Friday night, but I
could see his disappointment Saturday morning.
He still spend our sexual time together that morning. I simply used my hands instead of my
tongue. When I did try to take him into
my mouth, the mere act of spreading my jaw wide was painful enough to make me
regret it. Afterward as I scooped his
cum from my cheeks into my mouth I jokingly told him that he was just too big
for me. His playful slap to my ass still
hovering above his face and his response that most women liked big cocks was
enough to plant the idea in both of our heads.
We tried to push it out of our minds. We agreed that we both wanted to be our full
selves… pain free… if we ever decided to try making love. But once that seed is planted, it’s going to
grow whether we fan it’s flame or not.
Being together in these bodies and not having sex was as awkward as
being in our normal bodies and having sex.
Every commercial on TV that showed an attractive woman made my man shift
uncomfortably in his seat. Any moment of
a movie that showed a handsome man made my panties grow moist. But we still fought it off. We still wanted our first time to be
special. We had another release that
night, Jenny cumming all over my face while her tongue sent me to seventh
heaven, before going to bed.
That night dreams of having sex with my husband kept waking
me up. I’d be stradling his lap and
lowering myself onto his hardness. I’d be
lying under him, spreading my legs wide only to wrap around him so
tightly. He’d be picking me up and
fucking me against the wall or taking me from behind in a doggy style. When the clock read 5 am, I finally just got
out of bed knowing that there was no rest to be had there. Any hope I had of some regular sexual relief
was dashed when my jaw throbbed painfully…. Probably from all my tossing and
turning. I slipped one of my weekday
white shirts on and padded barefoot out into the kitchen. While the coffee brewed I took one of the
prescribed ibuprofen and tried to get the dreams out of my head. But my wet slit down below told me that my
body was already primed and ready, even if my jaw was holding out on me.
I heard Jenny walk in behind me as I stood next to the table
with my cuppa of morning brew. When I
glanced over my shoulder at him and saw his harness trying to rip his underwear
open, I knew that the dreams I had were something that Jenny shared. I actually felt my pussy bear down on it’s
emptiness as I wondered how he dreamed of taking me. The twinkle in his eye and the slightest of
nods from me was all it took for us to agree.
Closing my eyes I leaned forward and pressed my curvy ass out until my
hands landed on the table.
If I had had time to plan, if I had written about what I
wanted for the first time my husband made love to me I’m sure it would have
involved us being face to face. My
desire to kiss him and see his eyes was very strong in me, not to mention my
desire to reach out and touch his face and his shoulders and his broad
chest. But as Jenny stepped behind me
and pulled the shirt from my shoulders and putting my breasts out on display I
knew that this was going to be perfection.
As his hands slipped down to my tiny waist and gripped my hot skin we
both murmured together “I Love You”. I
could feel his cock resting up high on my ass and as if we’d already considered our height difference I moved up onto my tiptoes while Jenny spread his stance and
lowered himself to the perfect height.
There was no waiting or hesitation. No thoughtful playing or teasing. Both of our arousals were at peak and the
moan that spilled past my lips was matched by the heavy growl that came from
his throat as my loving husband slide his thick meaty cock into my quivering
waiting pussy. Making long passionate
love would happen later. This was us
correcting the wrong of waiting years for something that should have happened
back on our honeymoon. Our first
coupling was Jenny gripping me tight and pounding into me as I moaned and
screamed and pushed back onto him.
We talk about that morning often. Neither of us know why we waited so long, but
we also can’t pinpoint the time that we’d have been ready before then. Regardless of the ‘before’, we made love
often and regularly afterwards. All of
my positions I dreamed of were matched and even more amazing in reality. We’ve now been married for six years. While we make love in many different ways and
positions, our anniversary morning is always spent with me bending over a table
and Jenny taking me from behind.
The only disappointment in our lives was the thought of not
having children. Jenny’s mom got
pregnant and kept her body through the entire pregnancy, changing back the day
after giving birth to her daughter. But
she also tells the story of a long ago relative that swapped genders mid
pregnancy… the unborn child simply stayed with the feminine partner, and they
shared the joy and burden of carrying a child.
Since finding out that fact, we’re now actively trying to get
pregnant. Both us are looking forward to
carrying a child and both of us are looking forward to being a good
father.
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