Wednesday, November 28, 2012

The Worst (And some questions)

Can being the best still be the worst?

When I saw this image I couldn't stop staring at her eyes.  I could see so many emotions flowing through them... lust of course, but love, hate, shame, pride, and betrayal as well.  I knew that with those looks, I could go almost any direction but I knew that the most 'fun' direction would be to try and get the duality into a story.

My first thought was a story of revenge.  Having a person get transformed and turned into a sex slave against their will, only to later turn the tables on the person doing it.  But it didn't quite mesh up... getting revenge should be all wicked and happy and I still wanted to get some of that sadness.  And then it hit me... he doesn't get revenge on the person he did this too, he simply starts working for them.  The sadness comes from the fact that he is enjoying doing this to others.

When I started writing I just wrote a list of ever worsening things that he/she had to go through.  I thought it might be interesting to have this list run down one leg of the girl, while the other leg would have his new tasks of training the new girls.  But as I made the list longer and more detailed, I quickly realized that it wouldn't fit.  So I just pulled them all into a single paragraph format and finished it with this simple design.

It's a simple enough cap and story, but I'm happy with it.

While I'm posting, I figured I ma as well do some house cleaning.  I've gotten a couple questions that probably don't deserve their own post, but still deserve to be answered.

First up is a question that Carrie N sent in way back on November 5:

Do u have a skype or email that i can talk to you at? I'm new to transitioning and the world of tg and i'm looking for guidance! =)

Thanks for writing Carrie and I'm sorry I didn't answer your question earlier.  If you've read through my blog, you probably realize that I was pretty 'down' when you wrote.  I do have an email, and list it on my Copyright Disclaimer page.  I don't put it out there much as I just don't want to be inundated with spam.  But feel free to write and ask any questions you want.

I will say though, that I don't know how much honestly good advice or guidance I could give.  I'm not transitioning myself and just barely exploring the edges of feminization.  Really just a little cross dressing here and there.

This next question came in from an un-named source on November 9:

where can i find a mistress to own me

Sadly I just don't know.  I've had this question a couple times before, and I still think my first 'answer' is the best.  You can read it here.


  1. Dear Caitlyn,

    Is it too much to use the word "genius?" Because that is the word that comes to mind. Sheer genius! Good work!

    Kiss kiss,


  2. I normally don't find near as much enjoyment out of a cap that finishes with the forced sissy actually enjoying it. But I thought this one was just wonderful! Snatching up new sissy's to put them through the same torments? so evil, so sexy!