Goddess, I pray to you to thank you. I’ve cursed your name so many times but you’ve
always been there for me. I see that now.
Before you took me into your loving embrace I defiled your lovely
creations. I looked upon women as weak
flighty creatures who needed a strong hand to command and guide them. I used them for sex. When they said no I would push past. When they struggled I took that as encouragement. I thought of my masculinity as a sign of
natural superiority.
When your prophetess came to me and warned me I mocked
her. I laughed in her face. I tried to convert her to my own personal religion
where my body was God, my desires sacred, and her beliefs irrelevant. When her chanting started changing me I
feared retribution. I feared that you
would change me into what I thought women should be. I was scared and cried out for help… but I
was naïve. Not only did I believe I was righteous,
I believed that you were cruel. Giving
your daughters these beautiful bodies and denying them the release of a
commanding man.
Oh Goddess you’ve shown me how wrong I was. You not only gave me this glorious body, you’ve
given me a truly honorable man. He demands
nothing from me. He was there to offer
comfort when I cried. He was there to
console me when I felt loss. He was
there and patient with me while I learned about this body. As I read your texts and studied my body he
helped me explore it. Not in a mad need
for brief sexual release, but in an honest desire to assist me. I’ve experienced what all women should… a
gentle lover who wants me to feel pleasure and love.
I kneel in prayer to you this morning not in an attempt to
gain my life back. That chapter of my
life was a preamble… and introduction to this wonderful powerful feminine life
I have now. No Goddess, I pray to you in
thanks and beg for you to give this gift to another. Please loving Goddess let me experience the
next chapter in womanhood by allowing me to carry a child. I’ve learned my lesson and am ready to pass
on your teachings no matter the gender of my offspring. A girl child will learn that she is second to
no man and will respect her life as well as her body. A boy child will learn to be love women and
accept them as equals.
source: Feel What You Know
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