Straymanwhore commented on my recent cap “GainingIndependence” in the form of a question.
She asked “Do you still make cap series by questioners? If I requested a
cap series made, could you make it?”
I was tempted to answer in a reply, but a couple things stopped
me. First, it was a long answer. Not long by my post standards, but still
longer than a reply needed to be. And
second, once I answered it would get buried and not help anybody besides
Straymanwhore. So, while I haven’t done a ‘Question’ post in about 5 years, I
figured why not dredge it back up and give a fully fleshed out answer (heh…
fleshed).
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The short answer to this is no. No, I don’t make caps, let alone cap series,
by request.
The longer answer is… maybe?
When I make caps it’s because I’m feeling creative. I have an itch and need to scratch it. The inspiration for the exact scratch method,
more often than not, comes from just browsing images at fuskator. I’ll find an image that has a bit of story in
it, then make it into a story. If the
story is small enough to fit into a cap form, then it’ll become a cap (or cap
series if there are multiple images to use and the story warrants it). If it’s too long or I’m feeling particularly
lazy, it will become an obscura.
Some recent examples of images inspiring caps are “TheMatrixes”, “Derby Hat”, and “She Drew Me In”. Recent examples of images inspiring
obscuras are “Who Wore It Better?” and “Stepdaughter’s Blackmail”. These were all times that I saw an image, got
an idea for a story, wrote the story out, and then made a final product.
There’s one other type that I do, however, that’s worth
exploring, and that’s having an idea before I see an image and wanting to create
it as a cap or even as an obscura. A
great example of this is “Endgame?” I’d
had the basic idea of that story in my head for a long time. Months or even years. Making the cap was equal creative itch and
work though as I was trying to take a fairly nebulous and vague idea and put it
into story/cap form. The image wasn’t
even something I’d imagined from the initial idea, it was something shoehorned
in that worked. And that’s the closest I
can come to what it would be like for a request. This was a request from me, but it still took
me a long time to settle in with the idea.
And even then, it was work to make it flesh and blood real. AND at the end of that process… I still don’t
feel that good about it.
Besides my time at Rachel’s Haven, I think you’ll find that
most ‘requests’ I made in the past were from close capping friends. I took them as mini challenges. That’s partially because it WAS/IS
challenging to take someone else’s idea and make it into a form that I think
they’ll enjoy. That is often creatively stifling
and can crush my creative itch. Fun
quickly changes into work. I think that’s
one of the subconscious reasons I slowly transitioned away from the Haven. At first it was easy working at the haven with
other people’s constraints and desires.
It helped to have a framework.
But later, the framework was just a rigidness that I wanted to do
without. I kept it up for awhile with
the more direct challgnes/requests from other cappers, but those faded away and
I can’t say I’m disappointed.
My current method is made to please myself. If I please the audience then that’s great. If it doesn’t please the audience, I’ve still
sated that creative itch.
With all that being said, I wouldn’t immediately turn away
any requests. I won’t discourage anybody
from sending me a request. They’d just
need to know that it might not ever happen.
And if it does occur that I take their request and work it into a cap or
obscura, it might take me days/weeks/months/years to get it done.
I hope that answers your question Straymanwhore. I figure it’s not the ‘yes’ you were probably
looking for, but it’s an honest answer.
If you, or anybody reading this, would like to send me a request the
best way to do so would be through email.
I check it a few times a week and will almost always check it before I
start to cap (like I’m about to do now).
caitlynmasked-@-gmail-.-com (take out the dashes).
And for that matter, if anybody out there has a question,
you can send it to the same email.
I appreciate your thought-out response, well-timed and you're extremely talented and I love your work
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