This IS your Christmas Gift!

Merry Christmas Everyone!

I wanted to make a quick 'Merry Christmas' post, but didn't want to do it without a cap.  Unfortunately I only have one 'Christmas' cap, and I posted it awhile back.  So... I made a new quick one.  I know I fell into one of the things I complain about.... I used a picture that really has nothing to do with the story, but I just loved her smile.  And as rarely as I make caps where the girl ends up happy, I figured I just had to use this now.

But enough about the cap, and on to the post.

I often find it difficult to openly talk about my feelings.  Sure, I can wax poetically about ME, but when I want to express how I feel about someone else... well it doesn't come out easily.  But I am going to give it a try here. You see, this message goes out to so many different people.  Jennifer, Dee, Smitty, Bren, Petra, Steffi, Realfield, Rachel, Shysteffie, Samantha, Mistress Simone, Sasha, Candy, Rauk, sp2000, Rebecca, Martha, Angel, and so many more.  You are the people that inspire me.  And I owe you all a sincere Thank You.  You see, I wasn't truly Caitlyn before I met you.

Oh sure, I had the desires, but I fought them off.  They were at best 'bad' and at worst 'deviant'.  I couldn't embrace these feelings and desires, let alone live them.  But now... Caitlyn is a much a part of me as anything else.  And I owe it all to you.

You inspire me to explore my feelings.  You encourage me to continue on when I feel I'm tapped out.  You're a shoulder to cry on when the world seems to push me down, and you are someone to celebrate with when the world gives me joy.  You don't turn away when I write about subjects that you don't like, and you show me new subjects to explore.

In short... I love all of you.

I can count my 3D friends on one hand, and have fingers to spare.  But I can't count all of my digital tg friends using all my fingers and toes.

I hope you all have a Merry Christmas.  And while I am with my family, I'll send out thoughts of Joy to all of you!