We can’t control what others see. We can’t even control what others try to
do. We can only live the lives we were
destined for and hope that someone, somewhere will understand. All that they saw was you brutalizing
me. You kidnapping me, stripping me of
my clothes, my honor, and my dignity.
You forcing me to take hormones, get surgeries, and give up my
manhood. They saw me cry out as you made
me perform what they thought were depraved sexual acts.
What they didn’t see was my desperate hopeless pleas. They didn’t see the woman deep inside of
me. They didn’t see how I was too weak
to do this change myself. They didn’t
see that I needed someone to help me along.
To push me from dull reality to amazing fantasy. They didn’t see the nights of you breaking
down and crying while I begged you to take the next step.
They saw a sadist in you, while all I saw was a savior. They saw a masochist in me, while all you saw
was a maiden. I don’t care about what
they saw, I just want to know that you’re still ok with this. You see, I think I’m ready for you to ‘force’
that last surgery on me!
Loved this! The Obscuras keep getting better and better!
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