It ain't what I would want... but DAYUM!
This was the last cap I made in 2009. That is 23 caps in 45 days (my first trading cap was posted on November 16, 2009). Compared to now I was a capping machine! This year I have made all of three caps (four if you include Dee's Challenge). In all of 2010 I made 42 trade caps. So obviously I started off fast, and have slowed way down. I think that in the beginning I was finding my way. Really trying out different story types, different layouts, and basically just flitting from one cap to the next. Now I've found the style that I like. A lot more detailed. And that detail doesn't just come to me. It seems that I have to 'force' it out now. At least when I start a cap. If it doesn't start getting easier fairly quick, then I just stop. Sorry for the bit of self reflection. On to this cap.
This was the first cap trade that I got, where I didn't really like the person's preferences. BBW. I don't have anything against BBW, but the idea of becoming one is just not on my radar. But like any good cap trader, I made a cap for her, and not me. Sure i still put my 'spin' on it... I made it so that he didn't like BBW, but became one anyway. I skipped over how he not only liked the woman he became, but started to look for that in men as well.
I don't find to much off putting when it comes to preferences. I think its because with my own 'humiliation' fetish that I'm already outside of the big group of people on the haven. And because many things can lead to humiliation, I tend to like most of those things. Masters and Mistresses. Bondage. Spankings. Fetish clothing. All of these things can turn my dials up. But there are a few that I just don't like. BBW is one of them. Pregnancy is another (and that seems to have its own cult following at the haven). Some things that I haven't seen, but am pretty sure I wouldn't like are scat and watersports. So far no one has requested anything like that. Another is pain for pain's sake. I don't mind a good spanking, and I really don't think a quick hard Anal fuck would be (or at least start out) pleasurable. But if someone whips someone else only to whip them.... that turns me off.
I know that is just another way of the kettle calling the pot black. I can picture someone that IS into pain just looking at me wondering what is so unusual about the sensual sensation of a whip coming down repeatedly on their bare thighs. I mean come on.... I fantasize about being turned into a cock sucking whore! And for that reason I don't mind that people like the things that I don't like. I just hope that I don't get capped with one of my dislikes, and don't have to make something for someone that does like it. I try to keep a good erotic tension in my caps, but I don't know if I could do that when I'm not into it at all.
So has anyone had a problem making a cap for someone with prefs far out of your prefs?
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